I live in Germany almost for 8 years now and it is not bad, but I think it is not the country for me, I am not completely happy here, I come from Ecuador which is a beautiful country but every time I go there, because of all the political and security problems I just want to go away. But where should I go if both countries do not make me happy?
I hear you, the place I called home doesn’t exist anymore (or has it every existed?); I have yet to find home, and I may never find it.
And that, is okay. I may be just longing/morning for a sense of belonging I wish I had, but it may not even be real.