I can’t really talk to anyone about this.
As I already wrote, I just feel bad in the cold and darkness. I’ve tried everything but it just doesn’t work.
I live in Germany btw.
I can only live properly for a few months a year, then the whole thing starts over again.
Why southern Italy?
I come from the coast of Croatia, which has a lot of Italian influences, which I have always liked and because it is warm all year round in the south of Italy.
Furthermore, I just like it there, I can’t really describe it.
I don’t want to go to Croatia anymore, I’m fed up with the Balkans.
I just wanted to get this off my chest, for many people something like this is probably completely unthinkable but I’m not getting any younger either.
I moved from one of the sunniest cities in the world (Perth Western Australia) to a place with cold dark winters. To put it mildly, I could not cope. Unbeknownst to me I ended up getting really really severe SAD and was sick for about 8 months of every year. My health collapsed and I could barely function.
Now I’m back home getting full strength sunshine and zero problems.
You’re not weird or wrong. Some people are just hyper sensitive to cold and dark in winter. It’s okay to go where you feel happy!