I’m not on the right at all, but I fail to see the point when both the countries you’re talking about have somewhat similar issues with xenophobia and growing fascism. Just move to Florida, I guess. Problem solved, I guess.

Ultimately, plenty of other people from wherever you came from are perfectly happy where you are. So maybe, and don’t take this the wrong way, but maybe it’s you. Maybe you need to find inner contentment or something to be happy wherever you are. But, I don’t know, it’s just an idea. Best of luck figuring it out.