Its been April since I came back.
I always had a good time there, culture, people, food, nature, short term friends and some dating
Here I have high rent, no long term friends, non existant dating, it makes me always think about booking a ticket back, including all my friends saying they will go
Anyone have a similiar feeling?
Most people feel the same about anywhere they go on vacation, escaping reality? Even people in Thailand think the same when they go to another location for holiday….
Thats why I try to focus on present, and see it more as a second hub. Feel i also feel like this to not struggle with business
Live in one place long enough humans will always want to escape elsewhere long term or temporarily to get away from the pressures of where they reside permanently….always nice to go on vacation to recharge
Might do that once my business is setup again, living life on tons of savings really sucks (big exit but no income)
go to thailand and travel around SEA, dont just escape but use this paradise as an opportunity to solve your inner conflicts. go to mediation centres, farm communities, vipassana meditation. Usually just socializing helps a lot. i live in germany and im done with this life. i need a reset. western world is kinda dead to me. especially germany. and other anti social, high anxiety countries. its not a pleasent life if you dont know how to handle it. but at least theres still parts of the world that help to heal easier. digital nomad lifestyle might be just more suitable for you. dont force yourself to adjust to the western world.