I can’t really talk to anyone about this.
As I already wrote, I just feel bad in the cold and darkness. I’ve tried everything but it just doesn’t work.
I live in Germany btw.
I can only live properly for a few months a year, then the whole thing starts over again.
Why southern Italy?
I come from the coast of Croatia, which has a lot of Italian influences, which I have always liked and because it is warm all year round in the south of Italy.
Furthermore, I just like it there, I can’t really describe it.
I don’t want to go to Croatia anymore, I’m fed up with the Balkans.
I just wanted to get this off my chest, for many people something like this is probably completely unthinkable but I’m not getting any younger either.
You might be suffering from vitamin D deficiency which can cause depression. In winter the skin does not produce enough vitamin D if you are mostly indoors. You probably need to take some extra vitamin D pills.